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Saturday, July 8th, 2006
2:28 pm	for zachtality so i haven't updated in a looooooooooong time. life's been sweet, rad shows, gnarly friends, and i have a job. i've been dishwashing and busing at sticky lips since the start of april, it's easy and i love the people i work with. up the food service punx! there have been so many good shows, voetsek, choose your poision, short fuse, phobia(x2) tragedy, baroness(x2), municipal waste, and so many more which were all amazing. i'm going to see the waste and annihilation time on monday in cuse, should be rad. i'm going to mcc for like 4 classes in the fall. not by choice, but rather because i don't feel like living on the street right now. i still really want to join the peace corps in a couple years so maybe this will better my chances of getting my top choice of what country i want to work in. this summer has many more shows and many more sweet friend sessions to be had. so this is for you zach, you son of a bitch. Current Mood: content Current Music: Vöetsek - mind control (negative fx) (5 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Friday, February 24th, 2006
10:41 am	and we slept, yeah we slept, just like little babies so yeah, ghost mice was folking amazing. they were really nice and shy and i was shy too so it made for a fun conversation between me and chris. i'm starting a tape label and my first release is going to be a ghost mice/ tomorrow the gallows live split. both bands are amazing so you should all get one when i get enough money to start making them. if anyone would like to donate 90 min tapes that would rule, you'd be able to get a free one when i release them. jon wargood is doing the cover. today is black ss' release show, it's going to rule hard. done. Current Mood: excited Current Music: ghost mice- europe (1 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
12:04 pm	rape, consume, exhault, abuse do i really like pizza? or am i just trying to make myself feel better by saying so. hahahahaha Current Mood: building birdhouses is cool Current Music: dystopia- human=garbage (1 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Monday, January 30th, 2006
8:05 pm	mudhoney hates policemen yes it's true, you can't find justice it'll find you i've been thinking a lot, talking to a lot of very cool people and just really thinking about stuff i wouldn't have if i didn't talk to them. why do we bury our dead? it's depressing to think that we're all doomed to be thrown away and put underground with nothing left of us but video, audio, pictures and a piece of rock to keep us from ever coming back. no one cares about the dead unless they feel bad for not have thought about them for a while or if it's the anniversary of their passing. i'm not afraid to die, but i hate thinking that i'm a person who does that. i think i'm going to start to go to mt. hope and visiting old graves whenever i can, it's a bus ride away and knowing that place there are many graves that will never be visited because that place is immense, why not just go chill there? i really hope tectonic plate works out because i want to be in a band that has an impact on people. fuck doing good deeds to get into "heaven" i'm gonna do my best to make this world a little less shitty while i'm here. it's time i do something with my life and get a message out to people, if bands like dystopia and limpwrist can make people open their eyes to what bullshit exists in this world and try to educate kids to fight against homophobia and human expansion into wilderness, fuck yes. i don't give a fuck about how much money i make, where i live, as long as i can be in a band and tour i'll be happy. this life is for me to make something of, not for someone to tell me what to do with it. seriously, dreadlocks, patches, b.o., loudness make me happy, that shit reminds me of punk shows and those are the place that i can be myself, i have so many good friends who know that we have a mutual respect beyond anything that most friends could ever hope for. i mean, punk kids set up shows and let people who they had just met stay at their house because they care. fuck all that shit about how my life is so horrible and shit, you want to complain? go steal some dude's girlfriend and make cartoons about being alone and try to gain some fucking pity because you do fucked up shit and make your friends turn against you. it's time i do something, i won't have highschool to worry about in 5 months so here i go. i also have been thinking about the quote from i <3 huckabees. "How am I not myself?" think about that shit. Current Mood: pensive Current Music: Mudhoney and Bright Eyes-waste of paint (7 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Sunday, December 25th, 2005
12:23 am	friend session I rule. nuff said, i'm glad i have nothing to whine about. i like how everything is and i'm getting a tattoo next week i believe if i get enough money. all i need is a job. other than that everyting is wonderful. loaded for bear ruled. end. Current Mood: stoked Current Music: massgrav (I'm just going to leave now)
Thursday, December 1st, 2005
4:11 pm	in a state of pure darwinism, you wouldn't last holy shit, baltimore ruled, it was a great drive down with tim, sarah, bailey and me. i think there's still a 3 musketeers bar in the van that i stole and no one wanted. both days of the fest were awesome, 2nd day was utter chaos at some points but it was still radicool. it was great seeing all my bmore/dc friends and the chainsaw kids, and meeting new people. we ate a ton on the way down and ate some more on the way back. went to clyde peelings reptile world, 10 bux for that shit, no thanks. ate a horrible sub from a gas station. bought sweet records, failure face "all pain no gain" 7", brody's militia/voetsek/widespread bloodshed 6" 3-way split, elephantman 7", rune 7", unholy grave/pretty little flower 7", running for cover 7", and the face up to it/melee 7". all in all it was a sweet trip, sorry all of you didn't come. Current Mood: cold Current Music: failure face- complete failure (I'm just going to leave now)
Saturday, November 19th, 2005
1:41 am	frat boy frat boy go home, frat boy frat boy fuck off circle pit in one week. fuck yes Current Mood: amped Current Music: Caustic Christ- Current Discography (I'm just going to leave now)
Monday, November 14th, 2005
6:00 pm	pizza is so good holy shit. in a mere 2 hours we will be playing with the grandfathers of goregrind. EXHUMED. and i finally get to see a sweet band we play with because on school nights i usually have to leave early, but not tonight. score @ ben moving back home. Current Mood: excited Current Music: too psyched to listen to anything (2 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
4:11 pm	suffer in silence new layout, i know, i rule. we get to play with exhumed monday, hopefully i can stay to see them. if not, then i won't be happy but oh well, what can you do? no show for me on saturday, i have to go to my fucking aunt's birthday party, LAME! trevor and i started an acoustic folk punk band, he strums away at the acoustic guit-box and i play a bucket, but it's too loud so on the recording i just hit the drumsticks together, and we both sing, except on the first song only i sing for some reason. it's a lot of fun, we recorded 2 songs on saturday night i believe, they're called "punx fly together" and uhhhh... "lab animal liberation" i think we might do 2 more today if he ever comes over. i have one song called "know your history" and the other is called "my pockets are just as good as a shopping cart" guess what that one's about. we still have to come up with a name, personally i like "bullets of words" "you have a voice" or "it's a fucking curse" but i don't know yet. ok now i'm done. Current Mood: high on life..and pot. or life Current Music: V/A- he's no good to me dead comp. (2 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Thursday, October 27th, 2005
10:20 pm	dreadlocked crusties are hot and can't be beat. just double up that condom stay away from their feet i can't believe i forgot to mention the best part of the summer. on august 27th i got to go to toronto with my family and jonny and we fucking got to see THE GREATEST band of all time. LIMP-FUCKING-WRIST. it was truly amazing, ben, ryan, barb, john c, and claire were there too and we used ben as a naked battering ram. holy shit, possibly the best night of my life. ever! Current Music: Limpwirst- I love hardcore boys/ I love boys hardcore (5 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
4:22 pm	invasion used to be this band... so shit's been going good lately. jesus hotcakes christ it's been a while since i've written in here. i saw municipal waste since the last time i wrote in here again which was awesome. i've been writing a lot of lyrics lately which is cool, but i have no use for them because they aren't metal lyrics so i'll keep trying to start another band. i was talking to sarah spoonful earlier this week and i want to start a powerviolence band called the mighty morphin' powerviolence rangers. she would drum, i would sing and we still have to talk to bailey about maybe playing bass, no guitar, but we could always add a guitarist later need be. tomorrow is the halloween show which should be great fun. ben's moving home next week because he has to save up money for college, i'm happy for him because he's going to be close to renee and all, and he's going to learn a lot of cool new stuff, but as a whole i still don't know how i feel about the situation. i try not to think about it. rosa parks died 3 days ago and i was extremly sad, then i went to school and brought it up to my friends and none of them knew she was still alive. that pissed me off to a great extent because people should know their history and continue to pay attention to crucial people in american history, not just assume they dropped off the face of the earth if they haven't heard about them in a couple years. i wrote a song about it called "know your history" it's pretty good in my opinion, but who knows. not too much else has been happening i guess. i think i'll write a song called "stage dives flys again" which will be the goofiest shit ever. i've also been sewing a lot lately. thats pretty much it. done. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: some hardcore band covering the descendents "suburban home" (2 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Friday, August 12th, 2005
3:28 pm	"if they play drunk as shit i'll do it" MUNICIPAL FUCKING WASTE!!!!! it was amazing, they were on a stage and you know what tha means,many people stage diving, it ruled so fucking much. the whole show i was flipping out because it was so awesome seeing the waste again. then in between songs while the waste was playing ben told me i had to stage dive and he would too and it would be the krucial kruger krew dive, so i told him if the played drunk as shit i would, they did and i kept my promise, i ran and jumped off a moniter and flew threw the air straight onto phil and 2 other dudes, it rules a lot. i con't wait to see them again, they're ultra sweet. i object ruled too, one of the best sets i've ever seen by them, and posi force blows me away every time. i just found some injuries on my left arm, oh well it doesn't hurt so i could care less. there was a huge rot crew there, i object, me, ben, renee, lauren, laura, zach, jon c, graham, emily,trevor, PHIL, eric, wallace, bailey, there was probably others but i didn't have my glasses on so i don't remember. fun fun fun! Current Mood: super psyched Current Music: Municipal Waste (1 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Monday, July 18th, 2005
10:33 pm	i don't listen for the shots you call babe, take me seriously or don't take me at all i really like the summer a lot, i love just hanging out, i love going to shows, and i love the city. ben's new apartment is gnar to the max and i love being there. it just hit me that come the end of thursday i won't see tim, sarah, or ramen for a fucking month, that shit serioulsy is bumming me out. im going to hang out with them thursday at richard st. on thursday so thats cool, but a whole month is going to suck. oh well, not much i can do. but the sweet thing is when they get back we're starting a mighty duck's themed thrash band called gordon bombay which i have already written a song for and will easiluy be the most amazing band ever. ok well, i don't feel like writing anymore, blah Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: I Object!- new 7" with a long name (5 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Saturday, July 16th, 2005
9:46 am	i hope you're happy after like 321818435 different backgrounds and font colors and everything else, i finally found one that works. jesus what an ordeal. all for DN (1 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
6:47 am	we're thrashin' USA, from Boston to LA bones brigade fucking rules, i need a new layout, even though the picyure of zach and i is primo, i'm bored as shit, TO GOOGLE I GO! ATO it is Current Music: Bones Brigade- i hate myself when i'm not skateboarding (I'm just going to leave now)
Friday, July 1st, 2005
2:38 am	yeah super juggalo blow out sale, everything must go, yeah well im selling all my icp shit, if you want something let me know me and kyle had a nice long conversation about it JuggaloVooDoo17: so the 3 eps, the 2 CCs, and the one blaze maybe 2? Crows Eyes Watch: yea JuggaloVooDoo17: k, how's 40 bucks sound? Crows Eyes Watch: like hows $35 sound Crows Eyes Watch: haha JuggaloVooDoo17: hmmm, 35 and the ato cd? Crows Eyes Watch: ok Crows Eyes Watch: i'm good with that JuggaloVooDoo17: cool JuggaloVooDoo17: i think the 2 things i'll keep are the necklace and the faygo bottle JuggaloVooDoo17: sentimental value, you know? Crows Eyes Watch: yea JuggaloVooDoo17: and the shirts because i need clothes JuggaloVooDoo17: haha Crows Eyes Watch: yea JuggaloVooDoo17: i feel kinda bad doing this Crows Eyes Watch: why? JuggaloVooDoo17: but i just don't feel it anymore Crows Eyes Watch: nothing you can do about that JuggaloVooDoo17: because i devoted so much of my life to it and it helped me through some tough times JuggaloVooDoo17: but i still show support for them and won't shit talk them, i'm just so burnt out on it JuggaloVooDoo17: because i've come to realize that a good majority of juggalos are like owen and tweek, they're just dumb, they can be nice, but overall they're just stupid, and i can't deal with people like that Crows Eyes Watch: yea i realized that Crows Eyes Watch: i'm more about how it makes me feel JuggaloVooDoo17: right JuggaloVooDoo17: and thats awesome Crows Eyes Watch: and that handful of people that you still real cool Crows Eyes Watch: most juggalos are assholes Crows Eyes Watch: i'm not all about family anymore Crows Eyes Watch: i'm about family to those that deserve it Crows Eyes Watch: not the racist assholes JuggaloVooDoo17: right, the family is a facade you know? Crows Eyes Watch: which seem to be the majority Crows Eyes Watch: yea Crows Eyes Watch: my juggalo family is the handful of cool juggalos and the psycopathic family JuggaloVooDoo17: right JuggaloVooDoo17: there's a select few who really get it and aren;'t just nut riders JuggaloVooDoo17: and those people rule, i still love you and jigglez and the rwn crew, but not a whole lot outside of that in the juggalo world Crows Eyes Watch: yea Crows Eyes Watch: like i don't think them asshole racists are juggalos Crows Eyes Watch: but they have for the most part taken the name Crows Eyes Watch: which sucks JuggaloVooDoo17: yeah Crows Eyes Watch: but i'm still representing what i love JuggaloVooDoo17: it was a beautiful thing, then shangri-la came along and it just changed everything Crows Eyes Watch: for me nothing will beat the night of the shangri-la tour Crows Eyes Watch: i was never so happy in my life Crows Eyes Watch: and thats the point of it all to me Crows Eyes Watch: not the stupid fucking wanna-be racist juggalos Crows Eyes Watch: i don't give a shit about them dumb asses JuggaloVooDoo17: hell yeah, thats why im keeping the bottle, to remember all the good shit from the past 5 years Crows Eyes Watch: it's not a surprise that a majority of juggalos are assholes when a majority of the world is Crows Eyes Watch: it's just expected JuggaloVooDoo17: right on JuggaloVooDoo17: and hardcore makes me feel the same way icp did, but without all the fake ass bullshit people try to pass off Crows Eyes Watch: well it's good you found something you like JuggaloVooDoo17: yeah JuggaloVooDoo17: and it rules you still have so much faith in the family stuff. it's amazing you're sticking with it Crows Eyes Watch: i'm sticking with what i know that a juggalo is suppost to be Crows Eyes Watch: not a fake ass racist son of a bitch Crows Eyes Watch: that shit pisses me off Crows Eyes Watch: how can they be racist and call themselfs juggalos JuggaloVooDoo17: right Crows Eyes Watch: have they listened to ICP? Crows Eyes Watch: they are fucking ignorant and dumb JuggaloVooDoo17: hahahahah, they must be super retarded there Current Mood: tired Current Music: gang green- alcohol (8 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Thursday, June 30th, 2005
10:35 am	at municipal high today... holy fucking shit. municipal waste was THE greatest show i have ever been to. there were circle pits galore, a boogie board for crowd surfing and an outdoor circle pit around the lodge. after the outside circle pit there were people jumping through windows because there were no screens and i did my first thrash kick successfully off a picnic table and i didn't feel a fucking thing, it ruled. they played a fucking amazing set with some new songs and they did an encore with drunk as shit, i fucking love that song. but the best song they played was substitute creature because they had their friend who was doing merch come up and they were like "lorrie has an announcement" and she had a mic and yelled "at municipal high today!!!" and everyone went apeshit. jesus, i can't wait to see them in buffalo in august. coliseum were sweet too, the best part about them was the singer's banter between songs because the things he said just made me remember and appreciate why i'm into this music. after the show we went back to ben's and partied with the waste all night. they are some of the nicest people i have ever met, they ruled. at about 5 in the am the next day me and jarad and jon never went to bed so we decided to go to the devil's pit in mt. hope. for about 2 and 1/2 hours we walked followed directions and followed clues and never found it. then we walked to ben's and chilled with the waste some more, and they let us hear their new cd which fucking ruled. all in all this week ruled. i'm done. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Municipal Waste- Waste 'Em All (I'm just going to leave now)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
9:03 pm	can we start again, go back to what it meant back then What You Really Think Of Your Friends Greysin is your soulmate. You truly love Sarah Spoonful. You consider Biff your true friend. You know that Jesus is always thinking of you. You'll remember Timmy Spoonful for the rest of your life. You secretly think Jarad is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Bailey is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Zack is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Zack changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Graham is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Graham has a hidden internet romance. What Do You Think of Your Friends? bane is fucking amazing, i downloaded their cd It All Comes Down To This and i love it. here's an amazing song from it: "Can We Start Again" Can we start again Go back to what it meant back then Open minds and open hearts The things that set us apart Was it more than words And do they still apply And do you still believe Well so do I I was a 15 year old kid With nowhere to fit in I just wanted to skate Listen to my Suicidal tape When someone told me about a place Where the strange were accepted And judged by what's inside A scene of truly open minds Somewhere, somehow, everything has changed Look at what we've gotten ourselves caught up in The same mindless clicks The same high school shit All the walls you scream about breaking down I've watched you build brick by brick Do you still believe-I do Look beyond the 3 chords that fill your lives Look beyond the gossip and the lies Beyond the dullest of outsides Look beyond Try harder See what's inside this burning in my heart Born under the same songs that you know But our blood will never blend Until you let those doors go Current Mood: anxious Current Music: BANE- it all comes down to this (4 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)
Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
1:35 am	you know im bored when i update yea, so break has been cool. haven't been doing much except listenin to awesome music and playing with marys digi camera, and chillin. i went to a show sunday and it was fucking boss, i got to see the maryland mofos who i missed so much. gavin, dustin, aaron, and the rest. claire from michigan was there so was graham also of michigan. all of the out of town kids rule hard. the show was amazing, i got this cool south Am. hardcore band called Migra Violenta's cd which is really good, i cant stop listening to it. also the amdi petersens arme 7" off havoc, which is also good. hung out with ben yesterday and today, went to bens and also jarads today. the scene report got printed in the MRR and ryan cant spell but oh well. its awesome to share whats going on here with the world. i broke up with veronica yesterday or 2 days ago, i can't remember. i just wasnt feeling it anymore, oh well, we're still cool. lopve isnt all its cracked up to be, but what are ya gonna do? today at bens jarad was talking about buying a house together, probably me, barb, ryan, atom, ben, jarad, and maybe jonny oi! that would be so fucking sweet, shows galore would be there. monday is the AT show at the fort, i hope i can go. yeah, thats about all i got i guess, fuck school, i want out. and to end this, a few words from wise men People will say I will regret it when I get my hangover, I'd regret it even more if I spent the night sober. At war with Earth. Nothing I fear - Weed, Speed Metal, Liquor and Beer! municipal waste is coming and you better be fucking stoked! Current Mood: happy Current Music: municipal waste- waste em all & thrash and tango (I'm just going to leave now)
Monday, April 18th, 2005
8:21 pm	www.greenzap.com/jghoul go there and pre-register, you get 25 bux automatically, and its totally legit, and the more people that sign up from me the more rewards i get. (4 Gone | I'm just going to leave now)